tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33667566284287007352011-12-14T18:54:24.317+01:00Dem Leben so nah - und doch so fern... Ich weiß nur, dass ich bin, wenn du mich liebst... Herzlich Willkommen auf meinem Blog. Hier gebe ich euch einen Einblick in mein Leben... ein Leben im Körper einer 26 jährigen und mit der nach Liebe schreienden Seele und dem Herzen einer 3 jährigen - im verzweifelten und ständigen Kampf um die Liebe.Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-92216539071538129562011-11-16T23:52:00.014+01:002011-11-17T09:17:48.284+01:00Ein sehr schönes <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yL6sd-SAGA">Video</a>, das den folgenden Text und meine Gefühle wiederspiegelt.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-wc987ND7jWw/TsRBVRsOA0I/AAAAAAAAAbc/bZJC0NDwnQM/s1600/baby_mutter.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-wc987ND7jWw/TsRBVRsOA0I/AAAAAAAAAbc/bZJC0NDwnQM/s320/baby_mutter.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675733264175596354" /></a><br /><br />Verantwortung für das Leben eines kleinen hilfebedürftigen Menschen zu tragen ist leider für viele Eltern ein Fremdwort. <br />Ich bin Adoptivkind und in einer Familie aufgewachsen, in der eine eisige Gefühlskälte herrschte.<br /><br />Das Schlimmste, was ich tun konnte - was ich jeden Moment meines Lebens getan habe - war, zu zeigen, was ich fühle.<br /><br />Wenn ein Baby schreit, hat es Hunger, Schmerzen, ihm ist kalt oder es fühlt sich aus irgend einem anderen Grund unwohl. Wenn ich geschrien habe, ging es meinen Eltern nicht darum, meinen Hunger, meine Schmerzen, die Kälte, die mich umgeben hat wahrzunehmen und zu verändern. Das, was sie getan haben, hat mir noch viel größere Schmerzen bereitet.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-9221653907153812956?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-36304599439509534582011-11-16T23:36:00.000+01:002011-11-16T23:37:25.251+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-cvla55Irg6w/TsQ7Fq30dEI/AAAAAAAAAaU/gUB2m5ZFWwk/s1600/039.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-cvla55Irg6w/TsQ7Fq30dEI/AAAAAAAAAaU/gUB2m5ZFWwk/s320/039.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675726398987465794" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-3630459943950953458?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-27380119473195517982011-11-16T23:35:00.001+01:002011-11-17T00:37:44.769+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-IfGQ4Rj5mS0/TsQ615N-UUI/AAAAAAAAAaI/ElbHwxmrzDk/s1600/023.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-IfGQ4Rj5mS0/TsQ615N-UUI/AAAAAAAAAaI/ElbHwxmrzDk/s320/023.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675726127960576322" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-2738011947319551798?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-28931075961587078472011-11-16T23:33:00.000+01:002011-11-16T23:35:09.342+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-l0JgG_avJSw/TsQ6i5u5M8I/AAAAAAAAAZ8/ygL6ofLakfI/s1600/022.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-l0JgG_avJSw/TsQ6i5u5M8I/AAAAAAAAAZ8/ygL6ofLakfI/s320/022.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675725801681138626" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-2893107596158707847?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-2054051777904427162011-11-16T23:29:00.000+01:002011-11-16T23:32:08.066+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ZijlRHn-82c/TsQ51foVgcI/AAAAAAAAAZw/mtpODQDA4xQ/s1600/2011-07-25%2B09.37.09.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ZijlRHn-82c/TsQ51foVgcI/AAAAAAAAAZw/mtpODQDA4xQ/s320/2011-07-25%2B09.37.09.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675725021580198338" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-205405177790442716?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-32992231223399049492011-11-16T23:28:00.000+01:002011-11-16T23:29:36.289+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KJWtzOy9kyY/TsQ5Phdf3jI/AAAAAAAAAZk/ju6UCs1CTPo/s1600/035.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KJWtzOy9kyY/TsQ5Phdf3jI/AAAAAAAAAZk/ju6UCs1CTPo/s320/035.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675724369236581938" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-3299223122339904949?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-59423910881599795322011-11-16T23:25:00.003+01:002011-11-17T09:19:07.980+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-LSmc98Ywb3Y/TsQ444qJtHI/AAAAAAAAAZY/1shBjPsQJD0/s1600/018.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-LSmc98Ywb3Y/TsQ444qJtHI/AAAAAAAAAZY/1shBjPsQJD0/s320/018.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5675723980326679666" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-5942391088159979532?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-43673055075809605622011-06-28T13:38:00.000+02:002011-06-28T13:39:12.186+02:00<object style='width:425px;height:260px;' width='425' height='260'><param name='movie' value='http://www.myvideo.de/movie/4509663'></param><param name='AllowFullscreen' value='true'></param><param name='AllowScriptAccess' value='always'></param><embed src='http://www.myvideo.de/movie/4509663' width='425' height='260' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' allowscriptaccess='always' allowfullscreen='true'></embed></object><br/><a href='http://www.myvideo.de/watch/4509663/Ich_Ich_Stark' title='Ich + Ich -- Stark - MyVideo'>Ich + Ich -- Stark - MyVideo</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-4367305507580960562?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-28361450970975309812011-06-28T13:35:00.001+02:002011-06-28T13:35:33.811+02:00<object style='width:425px;height:260px;' width='425' height='260'><param name='movie' value='http://www.myvideo.de/movie/7865499'></param><param name='AllowFullscreen' value='true'></param><param name='AllowScriptAccess' value='always'></param><embed src='http://www.myvideo.de/movie/7865499' width='425' height='260' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' allowscriptaccess='always' allowfullscreen='true'></embed></object><br/><a href='http://www.myvideo.de/watch/7865499/Ich_Ich_Hilf_Mir' title='Ich + Ich -- Hilf Mir - MyVideo'>Ich + Ich -- Hilf Mir - MyVideo</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-2836145097097530981?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-82896836570532148512011-06-22T00:52:00.002+02:002011-06-22T00:54:56.103+02:00in dem folgenden Video ist das Thema Borderline und Perfektionismus gut erklärt.<br /><br />Aufgrund meiner Kindheit geht es mir ähnlich.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=peL4j2gjjEk&feature=related">Video</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-8289683657053214851?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-15080925203435214192011-06-21T01:27:00.000+02:002011-06-21T01:28:26.892+02:00Eine sehr gute Erklärung zum Schwarz-Weiß-Denken bei Borderline<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1JUTQbakOc&feature=related">Video</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-1508092520343521419?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-26351908767415282962011-06-21T01:04:00.001+02:002011-06-21T01:05:52.552+02:00Du sprichst mir aus der Seele. An der Stelle, an der die Musik angeht, muss ich Weinen...<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6WvVEvp1Zo&feature=related">Video</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-2635190876741528296?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3366756628428700735.post-3003707285389218852011-06-21T01:02:00.001+02:002011-06-21T01:04:14.910+02:00Hier wird das Thema Nähe und Distanz sehr gut von einem Betroffenen erklärt. Ich hab beim Anhören, angefangen zu Weinen, weil er mir aus der Seele spricht.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-5wuViGvKs">Video</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3366756628428700735-300370728538921885?l=lebensphasen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Schnuffinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582881226949704543noreply@blogger.com0